Previously…1.5 – Reincarnation & Karmic Stuff
The next phase in my life consisted of moving again, this time to a flat behind the kitchen, open plan with an en suite bathroom. Quite a move up from the caravan and a lot more floor space for dancing!
As I was the more life experienced one of all the students on the farm and not really attached anymore (I broke up with Mr KnowItAll) I was given duties as a babysitter for all the families in the community on different occasions. So one night I ended up looking after a baby in a very secluded house in the bush, by candlelight and on my own. So naturally I was thinking about things.
I must have gone into a trance or a similar state of mind. Suddenly I could quite clearly see myself as a peasant working the fields, and getting the feeling that it was in ancient Japan somewhere, when I saw this guy riding towards me, full Samurai regalia and very pissed off at me! I got the feeling that I was somehow very much an instigator of resistance against the Samurai rulers and he was coming to sort me out. Well, he did, by cutting my left leg off with his very sharp Samurai sword and leaving me there bleeding to death in my own field. I could feel it… and experienced it again!
I could remember his eyes, and it was the same soul… as Mr KnowItAll! Sooo… we obviously had some things to sort out.
When I came out of the regression trance/session I was shaken up quite a bit. Then I remembered that I had had a dream about defending my king, in a castle, against an assassin, cutting off his head. Now, I don’t usually dream violent dreams, so this one stood out. And then it hit me, this was also Mr KnowItAll! We’ve had a couple of lifetimes with me cutting off his head in some and him cutting off my leg in others. And we’ve never really resolved this. By the way, I have this problem with my left leg collapsing underneath me – kinda gives you goosebumps hey, it did for me when I realised what it was about!
I couldn’t quite talk to this guy about it, I was very angry with him still, we were building a house together, when one day he just said that this was going to be his room and my room was over there, and I said excuse me, and he said, you can still stay here, and I told him what he could do with his house and his room and left him!
So it took me a while, until my neck got so stiff I literally couldn’t move anymore and I landed in bed for three days in absolute agony. I then realised that I’ve got to talk to him and get it all off my chest. When he came I told him about the whole thing and he said, yes, he knows about it! So we agreed that we had finally come to a point and that we’ve resolved the whole karmic issue, without bloodshed this time! And all of this took exactly five minutes and we each went our separate ways!
And my neck relaxed. The voice and expression centre is in the throat, and me not talking about this issue caused a huge blockage – and this guy was a big pain in the neck! I can definitely vouch for the fact that what you think manifests in your physical body – if you can’t handle it emotionally or mentally!
During this time in bed, I also went through an amazing experience, spiritually. I couldn’t really do anything, so when I discovered that I could actually open my third eye quite a bit, I went with it!
WOW! What a journey!
Talk about being connected with everything!…